(Im posting this again because the last one didn’t really got the attention I hoped it got.)

First things first, Im on mobile, so sorry for the format. English is not my first language, but do correct me if I made any spelling mistakes.

This is the full story of my last reddit post on this sub: https://www.reddit.com/r/seduction/comments/8cp9qd/she_she_asked_me_on_a_date/?st=JGK7PODN&sh=d87d9c7f

So, lets begin.

A little backstory I have been struggling with depression and anxiety for almost 7 years now, its going better now but still struggling. Whole my life I’ve been overweight and to top things off 4 years ago I started balding (i’m 19 years atm, you do the math.)

Ive never really been in a relationship, or ever been with a girl. Sure, I had some flirting going on but not on a big scale. January 1st 2014, I was 14 at the time and I wanted to change. I wanted to loose weight, be cool, be the guy every girl wants. I was sick of being myself. So i joint a gym, worked out, got a job and made some money. I really changed and was... happy.

Now if you’re familiar with depression, it sometimes comes in waves. So I was happy, but for a time. Because a year later I started to feel down again, I made myself paranoid, suicidal thoughts and all that fun stuff. All the weight I lost came back, twice as hard.

Skipping forward 1 miserable year, I went to a new school, a school which I don’t know anyone. A place full of strangers. So little anxiety me wasn’t happy.

So now you know a little bit about me, so here is were the seduction part begin. (please keep in mind my backstory) First day of this new school, I had a class of 20 guys and 2 girls... Yeah... So the first class started and we were 20 minutes in and the door opens. And believe brothers, the most beautiful girl I have ever seen walks in. Every jaw in the class drops, even from the other 2 girls. We are talking about a HB 9.5 here.

So you know what I did? My insecure self said to myself: I wont make a change with this girl so I wont even try it. So thats what I did, I didn’t talk to her for the rest of the year... We had 1 or 2 conversations, but short ones. We were in a group project once but not many words were exchanged. That was pretty much all the connections we had for the year.

So the first year of school was done, the first 6 months of the second year we needed to take an internship. And that might be the best thing that ever happened to me, my internship. I don’t know what it was, but I found something there. I found myself, I had motivation to change myself again, to become social, to become that guy again i once was. Weird right? I know.

So i started my journey on self improvement again, lost some weight, came outside my comfort zone. Did things I haven’t done before, I even gave girls a shot. Approaching them more, talked to them more, some flirting and even some dating.

Internship finished and I was excited for school. So back on school, seeing al my friends again. I was full of confidence and was once again... happy! And then she came in, HB 9.5. And... and I said Hi to her, can you believe it? ME, I said hi to HER. AND SHE EVEN SAID HI BACK! It doesn’t sound like much. but for me at the time was HUGE! I even started a conversation with her, you know, the standard stuff, “How are you!” “I’m also fine, thanks.” That kind of stuff.

So after a week of school we had a new project, a big one. This project would go for the entire year! The class would split up in 2 groups. 2 groups with 2 leaders. Wanna guess who the leaders are? Exactly! HB 9.5 and me, we are the leaders for this project. After we heard this I went to HB 9.5 and said in a funny way that it wasn’t a competition but she was gonna loose. This was the first time I made here laugh.

So quickly we were “forced” to spend time with each other for this project. Im still on my journey of self improvement and at the time I was full of confidence. So when we worked on the project, I wasn’t nervous, I just acted like the guy I want to be. And to my surprise, I didn’t scared her away. She exually thinks I’m a pretty cool dude. (Her words). So she upped our status, she became touchy. Touching my knee and let her hand rest there for a moment. Touching my shoulders, talking more about private stuff, she even text me... first. But when she does that and I reply to here she ignores me...

So yeah, here I am. A guy who have 0 experience with girls, playing the game with a HB 9.5. The thing you need to know is, she has a boyfriend. She talked about going to Japan, I asked if she was going with here boyfriend and she said: “Only if were are still together.” I know there is allot of controversial stuff about girls with boyfriends on this sub. But still.

This is the crazy part I have 3 girls in my class, The HB 9.5 and the other two aren’t HB’s Lets call them Girl 1 and Girl 2. Girl 1 bought a house were she lives alone, she invited Girl 2 and HB 9.5 over to drink at her house.

So here I am replying to a mail from school thats about the project. HB 9.5 saw the mail and texted me to thank me for replying, because she was to drunk to reply. I replied to here asking if she was having fun because she told me were she was going that evening. She then send me some pictures of herself drinking and indeed having fun. Then HB 9.5 asked me to come to Girl 1 house. First i said no but she insisted i should come and that Girl 1 was okay with it. So without thinking twice I took my dads car and drove to Girl 1 house. I arrived to 2 drunk girls and a sober Girl 2, because Girl 2 doesn’t drink. I didn’t really care about Girl 1 and Girl 2 and went straight to HB 9.5 and sat next to her. We drank some shots and had allot of fun, we touched allot and even hold hands. Because I was with the car i couldn’t drive back home so I slept In Girls 1 house together with Girl 2 and HB 9.5, Girl 2 slept in Girl 1 bed and Girl 1, HB 9.5 and me slept on the couch. I slept almost next to HB 9.5 and Girl 1 was laying at the end of my feet. Sorry to say but we were way to drunk to do anything, we were all asleep after 5 mins of saying nothing.

The next morning I woke up and i couldn’t believe what happened. I woke up next to HB 9.5! THATS CRAZY! She woke up as well and we smiled to each other. She layt here legs on top of mine and created a little tension between us two. Soon everyone was awake and we made breakfast. HB 9.5 needed to work that day. She lives kinda far away, about 3 hours with the bus. Because i was with the car and it was only 1,5 hour ride to her place, i offered here a ride. She refused the first 2 times but accepted my offer the third time. And hold my hand thanking me.

On the ride to her work we did allot of talking and goofing around with music, we like allot of the same music. we flirted a little but not to much because we where both kinda tired. We arrived at her work and she invited me in. (Its a beach bar). I declined her offer because I really needed to go, so we gave each other a big hug and said goodbye.

Back in school So the next week in school HB 9.5 didn’t really talked to me much, I didn’t want to look desperate so i just played it cool and did my thing. HB 9.5 started to talk to other guys but I still played it cool and let her do her thing. After 3 days of radio silence, she texted me while siting in class. She asked me out (This was the other reddit post) I looked at here and I smiled. We set up a date and went the next day. The date went great and was fun, but again, it didn’t go further then a little touch and flirt. (Keep in mind that she has a boyfriend.) After this date I have allot of mixed signals from HB 9.5, one day she ignores me and the other day she is all over me. We have allot of alone time with this project and in this time we goof around and just having fun with once again, a little flirt and touch.

We text regular now but she still does this thing were she starts the text but ignores me. We hug when saying goodbye and during the break we go out together to eat somewhere or to drink coffee, we do this sometimes after school aswel.

But I was kinda getting sick of the mixed signals. So before the holiday starts, I wanted to ask her out. If she said no because of a bullshit reason then I will move on and keep her as just a friend. And if she said yes, then, then I don’t what to do anymore.

So last day before a holiday of 2 weeks I walked up to her and she said she was going to smoke outside, what was perfect for me so we had some alone time. But Girl 1 overheard us and wanted to come with... Great. So we went outside and I kinda kept my distance form HB 9.5 and Girl 1. And as planned HB 9.5 walked up to me and rest her head on my shoulders, I thought that was the perfect time to asked her out but i chocked. And there was Girl 1, saying shit which i didn’t listen to because I was nervous as fuck to ask HB 9.5 out. Smoke time was done and we went back to class, and still didn’t asked her. The day was slowly ending and I was making myself crazy. Our last lesson was a test. And offcoursse, HB 9.5 was done before me. She handed in her test and left... Great, there goes my last change. But 5 min later she walks back in with another test, this was a test we did last week and on that day she was sick. I thanked god for this. I handed in my test and said to my friends they could go without me because I needed to do “things”. After 20 mins HB 9.5 walked out and asked what I was doing, I replied by saying i waited on her and asked which direction she needed to go, she said it was very sweet of me for waiting and that her bus was leaving in a hour, i suggested to go for a coffee and she said that was a good idea. So sitting at the coffee bar I searched for al my confidents to ask her out, and so I did. And... she said yes. She said yes.

So, yeah. This is it. Not all of it but the most of it. I asked her out yesterday and she said yes. Crazy right? Thanks for reading this messy story, I apologies for the story. I like writing I’m just not very good at it.

If you have any advice for me please let me know, also questions. Be aware of my insecurities and that I’m blown away that this girl is so into me. I still cant believe all the time we have spend together. And all the stories we have told and al the physical connection we had. I try to play the game the best I can.
But its hard, I think its hard. But its going good, Im only slowly going crazy about this girl.
Thanks again for reading!