At this point of my game I can usually connect well with a girl, hold good amount of tension, make her laugh and number close or instagram close 70% time. Let's just get off right the bat number doesn't mean much a lot of time , emotion change like wind and girl flake rate is high. Sometime i get some good solid number close and girl texting and sending me selfie and could gone cold the next morning. If I set a date too fast girl think I'm desperate, if I drag it out girl think I'm playing. ( I know instant date is the solution but I always had something going on when the girl is free)

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M appearance now suck cause my acne is resurfacing and I have to see dermatologist this week. Haven't had my hair cut/trimmed and muscle mass wise dropped from too much cardio. It sucks that I'm not putting my best appearance out there and this all this flake and rejection really take a toll on my self-esteem.

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I'm just gonna take five days break away from gaming and focus on managing my life and looks. All this flaking and sticking point in my game make me more cynical and depressed. Till then.