I may disregard my insecurity in the midst of writing this but I need some reassurance.

It seriously sounds silly but I think I have problems that help me understand the significance of certain things. It may be natural ignorance or it may be that something with me is off. I’m leaning towards natural ignorance...

Homeboy from school hooked me up with one of his female friends, she hit my snap first and we began talking. Days later we meet for the intention of getting to meet eachother in person, my other friend tags along and we walk around the neighborhood conversating for a few hours, we walk her home and she goes for a handshake you’d give a homie... I go for a hug and we say goodbye. Alls good.

Spring break comes and we have a date. We skate, conversate, eat, and take pictures that she later posts with a caption that express her crush on me. My mom drives us to her house that way I could get my bike I left locked up at her house... I grab her face and lean in, we hit our teeth a little 💀 and make out. I leave and she immediately texts me, sends me photos of herself. A female doesn’t send mirror pics and make conversation right after a makeout sesh for no reason. She mentions it and says that it’s something we should work on.

Jesus “What more do you want? She wants you to bone her!” I can tell myself in my head but can’t understand the significance of went on. She had a good time, texts me every morning. We even poke fun at each-other a lot.

I sound like a little beech asking but could somebody give me some reassurance that all is good?