Where's the best place to read to develop my dark triad traits again ? I used to have a dark triad side to me, but blue pilled, emotionally crazy, manipulative and I played on people's pity. This was when I was a teenager and early adult and could get away with it.

I have grown stoic with this kind of work I have as a truck driver. Split second decisions require emotional control, and I've developed that significantly over the years and especially after my father passing a few years ago.

What next ? I've consumed and digested the pill, and accepted it for about a year now, I'm ready to make some progress with my mind and body next.