So after the last post I made saying how I chickened out the last time I decided that shit had to change. Today was indeed a different day and hopefully the start of a different life. I went out again in the afternoon and started walking around. In the first hour or so there weren't many ladies, let alone any that I liked. So I was doing my route until I saw a cute brunette walking her two dogs, I started walking towards her until I reached her and I said to myself: fuck it!. I "opened" her saying her doggos were really cute and asked for their name. She responds while turning her face towards me, we make eye contact and then blank, she was really stunning and that probably threw me so off I didn't know what to follow up with, meanwhile she just kept walking. Still this didn't make feel bad, but I wasn't really considering this an approach. Later I saw this other girl by herself and I said ok this is it. I reach her and i'm like: sorry, I know this is strange but I just had to tell you that you are really cute. She lights up and smiles while looking away without saying anything. I could feel the awkwardness as she leans to go while I ask her name, she says it and she was like "i have to go meet my friend" with her really low voice to which I respond "thats cool have a good day". At this point I had realized that she was a lot younger than I thought, my guess is 14-15-16. She was probably put off by the fact that I'm like 6'3 and fully bearded, I'm 20 but could easily pass as older. So today I learned that my sight is not the best,probably worse that my ability to understand women age, I learned not to trust girls with shorts cause nowadays even 11yo wear them and also to speak more firmly and slower.

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But I got home happy that I made some progress, even if the smallest its a step in the right direction.

babysteps bois, hopefully i'll be back with more reports