I'm currently super drunk. Just had yet another pathetic night out where I get super drunk during pre-drinks, and spend the entire night dancing like a maniac on the dance floor, practising "self-amusement", essentially dominating the dance floor, but with 0 success.

I've never gone further than a k-close during a night out. Since I started following 'game' I've slept with 9 girls, k-closed 10, but almost all of them have been via tinder. My game on a date is pretty respectable, but meeting people and starting from scratch is pretty much alien to me.

Every night out I feel like a fucking moron. I go there, having drank a fair bit with friends beforehand, well groomed, looking my best, and I fail 9 times out of 10.

I approach blindly just for the sake of it sometimes, twirl girls around and attempt to dance with them, but nothing pays off. It's so pathetic man and I'm tired of it. I've been told I'm well above average looking, and I'm 6 ft 4, so I'm taller than most guys, hence I definitely don't have a looks excuse, but after nights like these I feel like the biggest and most useless piece of shit on the planet.

I've followed RSD almost religiously since January, and done around 10 sober, daytime approaches, but I cannot build enough momentum to do it alone or on a consistent basis.

Family holiday soon, for a week away, and I just desperately want to reset and get in frame to come back and finally, just finally do something about my pathetic success with girls.

I mean, 9 lays in 8 months? That's fucking pathetic compared to guys who follow game, especially since they're ALL from tinder.

I assume this will get downvoted to hell, but I guess I'm just trying to get it off my chest. Maybe someone will relate and take action themselves. Thanks for reading.

PS: I always try building 'social proof' by engaging as many people as possible. I usually leave the club having made at least 2-3 new male friends but rarely female.