Before I start, this isn't a pity thread. This is more of report and looking for perspectives. Now on...

So I was at my city's fair alone walking and looking around when I saw a woman worker at a desk running her own travel business. She was so stunning. In a second she looked over and asked if I was interested in her giveaway to any tourist city. I said I'd be interested in going to Madrid or Barcelona and, in a moment of courage or insanity, I jokingly asked "are you included?" to which she would jokingly reply that she definitely be down. I wrote my name and number in and asked if she could read my number. She tried her best to read it so, again insane, I jokingly to her to better yet save it in her contacts. She giggled and said that was a smooth line. I jokingly told her to pick me as the winner so we can go to Madrid together, to which she giggled at and I left.

Fast forward 2 hours later 30 minutes before she draws the winner, I made my way back. She loved my company and wanted me to stay for the time being, so I sat right next to her behind desk. We got to know each other. I presented myself as an extrovert. She told me her age. Despite her being in her 40s, this woman was one of the most gorgeous women I've ever seen! She was just so stunning! I couldn't get over it! She told me she was half Brazilian and it made sense she was so beautiful. Then the first obstacle presented itself: she asked for my age. I had no idea what do to, and I don't like lying, so I joking said "old enough." She knew she was old enough to be my mother, so I then told her my real age. She don't seem the idea of a young guy. Nevertheless, we kept talking and hit it off.

Closing time and she asked if I could help her and in return we would hangout later. I took it as I thought this would be my big opening to build alot of rapport with her and a good chance to show how strong I am buy carrying all the tables and such. We decided to go to a dance club as I thought this would be a great opportunity to touch each other. Going kino was no problem. I'm not a really good dancer but I joked with it saying things like "there's gonna be an ambulance showing for a guy having a seizure on the dancefloor" and such and she would laugh non-stop. Here's where things went South. The woman is so social media famous that she knew so many people in the club, mostly guys. I tried to pay no mind to it, but then she met with this old friend who she told me was an "old dance partner." This guy was so bloated, so fat, ugly, quiet and low energy (forgive me if I sound rude. It's the only way I can describe him) yet he kept taking her attention away to the point they went to dance. She told me they were gonna dance like two songs but they kept on dancing anyways. At this point I start becoming frustrated and panicking as I dread the feeling of being a cucked man. But what am I supposed to do? Start dancing with another girl? I'm too unstable and insecure at this point to go up to another gorgeous stranger woman and build rapport, especially with all this loud noise. With no other option, I thought the best thing I could; I left. Defeated. Cuckolded. By the alpha male.

Now I'm just here wishing I was still with that amazing woman while everyone is getting laid tonight. I have horrible game, tried to play it smooth. I doubt I would've gone home with her with my game, but I hoped I could've built enough rapport to get a kiss and maybe a cup a feel. I don't know tbqh.