Hey guys;

I have been in game now for 4 years and been doing pretty fine. Usually I wouldn't ask ever for an issue but this one is just really hard to solve for me because of my emotional" investment. So I met a girl oversees and we both live in different country. I like her a lot because she has most of the personality traits I like. Now since I am gonna see her in the next 6 months and don't wanna waste time I made my interest clear. I wanna see her and see if she is good or not. She told me straight up that she doesn't feel that way. I told her it's fine and us staying friends but she then says that she might be interested but is unsure. Also she told me she never had bf or sex before((21)wherever I trust that or not...) Now I have been seeing other girls around my area even more beautiful ones than her...but I have not acted sexually or shown any interest in them. Know guys I am at an age were I look for long term relationship and less FB. I want to have a wife where I can see being with her for my whole life. So We have been phoning and texting at least 2 times a week for some hours. Now we meet in 6months... I know a long time... I am dumb but it's my first time falling in love that much. Should I talk with her on phone like I usually do and meet up in 6 months while seeing other girls ? I feel really shitty because my morals are totally keeping me from meeting any local woman.