Feel like for a long time I was always blaming "the world" for my lack of results with women.

I'm good-looking enough, charming, ambitious and adventurous. Guys are usually suprissed with how low my number is. So I could never understood why I wasn't having any results, and recently I think I understand. Maybe some of you can relate, would love to hear from people who have had the same experience as me and overcame it.

I realized that I have some deep insecurities about sex which hold me back from closing the deal on girls that are obviously into me. I am working hard to overcome an addiction to porn and some physical results of that, such as PED and death grip which stops me climaxing even when I have had sex, those few times I have. I also had a long sexless relationship which destroyed my sexual confidence, so I have this gut feeling like girls don't want what I have to offer in the sack, even though that isn't true.

Have accepted that my life is good with or without girls and that I am the only true maker of my own happiness, but I want to get laid and have a relationship with a girl as excited to have sex as me. Making a lot of progress recently in life and with overcoming these issues, am putting myself out there and doing new things to improve my game. Feel like I'm on the edge of breaking through the dry spell and hoping some of you may have experience overcoming the same thing, would love some advice.

TL;DR

Generally very confident and successful man, but my sexual insecurity has held me back from expressing my true intent with girls and closing the deal with women who are attracted to me.