I have been going out one night a week for the past few months, with the occasional day approach here and there throughout the week. Right after a girl mentions her boyfriend, walks away mid-conversation, or tells me she forgot her snapchat username, I feel amazing. In that moment, I get a rush from it. But of course with me being a newbie, my success rate is 0%. So my self-doubting thoughts creep in after that short high is gone.

So when I'm sitting at home studying for my undergrad or just when I'm about my daily life, I question if I should keep doing this. Should I even bother with this? Well, is it worth it guys? I can't truly fall in love with rejection, even though I know it would be beneficial.