Summary

Had a few dates with a girl while still firmly in the grasp of the blue pill mindset. Got several indications that she might be into me. Fucked it up by complaining about my life and showing weakness. Now, half a year later, she starts contacting me again after I met up with a female friend of hers.

Background

So, I met this girl during the summer in a youth hostel in the south of France, and it turned out she hailed from my home town. After I returned from holidays, I took her on a hike and helped her a few days renovating the house she bought.

Even though I was pretty nervous, I got the feeling she was quite into me. She would take my hand on occasion, blush sometimes while we were flirting and playfully push me around. One evening while watching a movie, she even came to lay on top of me for a short while.

However, I was in a pretty bad mental spot during that time. I didn't have a place of my own and was hating my job. I foolishly tried to bare my soul to her and was pretty shocked when she started mocking me in return. While texting, I also spilled the beans about the fact the I was very much into her: I had barely slept in two weeks. She replied she wasn't interested. I broke off contact and didn't hear from her for half a year.

Lately, I've slowly been able to get my shit together, got my own apartment and am finally working on my future. I met up a couple of times with a friend of hers, and suddenly she initiates contact again. Now, I feel like I've got nothing to lose and have to just go for it. I don't think she's relationship material, but I'd like to have some fun. Any pointers?