Let me start off by saying that I only started to feel depressed and lonely because currently I live alone because my roommate moved out and I’ve never lived alone but I’ve been going to work and everything to keep myself busy and even going to the gym. Currently there is no one in town because it’s the summer so many of my college friends have left to go home. Me and my boyfriend live in the same area and we see each other here and there but recently he’s been studying for his mcat and so he’s really busy because he is taking it soon. I feel bad always texting him constantly and him not responding for hours. I’m starting to feel more lonely now that it’s all starting to hit me now. Before I was fine becuase I had a routine but even after my routine I still feel depressed and sad. Sometimes when he is busy and doesn’t respond or responds dry I feel like I want to cry. I know it’s not his fault but I can’t help but feel lonely and I wish he would at least text me with a bit more enthusiasm, I know he’s stressed for his exam but I’m just pushed to this sideline. Idk what to do currently or how to keep myself preoccupied while not feeling like shit. I also suffer from anxiety so when moments like this happen I get too in my head and think he doesn’t love me anymore and all the negative thoughts.