Been with LTR since November 2013 and for the most part it is a great relationship. I have always had some problems with anxiety but was made worse around a year ago when i broke my knee and was unable to move, get out, socialise and eventually left me to forcefully resign (possibly illegal). I was trapped in a warm house for around 5 months and it really did have a negative affect on me.

I have been working in an admin role for around 7 months applying for others, yet everything feels hopeless. My ltr is my 'rock' and literally does everything for me. She is perfect in most senses apart from her past on the CC (N count 13...so she says). Her stories are always slightly different, along with the fact she has also accidentally said her N count was different one time.

Despite her genuinely making me happy, I am unsure whether she may have something to do with my 'depression' or whatever. Due to the fact that I know that I am probably being lied to. I've thought about breaking up with her I am just unsure if I can handle it at this moment in time..