I’m 25m. When I was 17 (I was a virgin at the time), I went to a college party in the summer and a girl, 19 at the time was flirting with me when I got there. We ended up playing some drinking games throughout the night and I had smoked some marijuana. We were both pretty drunk by the end of the night. We ended up in a tent together and did stuff to each other before I asked if she wanted to have sex. She helped put the condom on me and helped me put it in but this is where my memory fades as I can’t remember much from that point besides saying something along the lines of I’m gonna finish. I can’t remember how into we were but apparently someone had come in to tell us to quiet down which I don’t quite remember. and I remember I woke up alone in the morning with the condom still on and ripped. Nothing ever happened or came of this but I’ve been struggling with this thought that I’m a terrible person for so long for having sex while I was in that state and don’t really know what happened and just hold this extreme guilt. Does anyone have similar stories or experiences?