Basically this girl at school and I have hu about 3 times now, but she hasn’t let me have sex with her. I don’t really care and I don’t have any feelings towards her, but she slightly annoyed me this past weekend.

For context, she’s given me head but nothing furthe. Which is fine. 2 weekends ago, she wasn’t trying to have sex because she said she was on her period. I didn’t mind and she ended up sleeping over that night because she wanted to. It was calm. I never pressure her into anything and she seemed comfortable just being a fwb.

This past weekend, she ended up coming to a party that my roommates and I hosted. I definitely had plenty of options that night considering that we hosted, but I ended the night with her. We start making out and things got intense. She was giving me head but stopped and asked if I had a condom.

See this is my fuck up, I live on campus but I have access to my home as well since I’m from the general area. I went home in the middle of the school week and fucked someone else. I ran out of condoms that night and when I came back to campus last Thursday, condoms weren’t on my mind.

So on Friday night, yeah I had no condoms lol. Fine because my roommates have condoms. You’d think that, right? No, none of my friends had condoms. She’s insisting that we should fuck and she told me to lock in and get one. Luckily, one of my roommates was coming back to campus and stopped to get a box of condoms for me. While this is all happening, she puts her clothes back on and says ti let her know when my roommates give me one so that we could fuck.

10 minutes pass and my roommate comes back and gives me the condoms. The girl and I go back to my room and same scenario, we make out, she gives me head, and now she wants to have sex. I’m ready. I put the condom on and I get on top of her, but her panties were still on. I asked her if she was okay with it and she agreed. Needed to reassure the both of us. Boom, there’s consent. She told me take them off and to go down on her. Tbh, I give girls head (not all) only when they ask. So I took her panties off and started feeling her down there. I didn’t even get to finger her yet. I looked at her face and idk, it looked like something changed. I had a gut feeling that she wasn’t too comfortable and she told me to just stop. So I stopped.

She put her clothes back on and I helped her. She had a Halloween costume so she needed a bit of help. I didn’t walk her out, but I asked if she was okay and she said yes. Then she left.

Tbh, idc that much but like what’s up with that? I never asked if she was a virgin. Maybe she got nervous? I texted her the next day to ask about something completely different related to the party I threw. She responded quickly. I dont plan on texting her because we don’t text tbh. She calls and we hu, or we’ll be at a party together and hu. I’ve seen her during the school week once this year lol

I was slightly annoyed with the fact that she was insisting that we had sex and then backed out. Life goes on though. New week ahead, but I do want to have sex with her eventually. I just don’t know if I did something wrong. Pretty sure it’s a ā€œherā€ issue but wanted to hear your thoughts on this sub