I'm in a weird place. Wife wants to separate, probably heading towards divorce. I've been struggling a ton. Journaling. Therapy. It's not good. This group had been helpful. All the stories. Just knowing you're out there. And we're all struggling. I never dreamed I'd be here. It's not what I worked towards. Always thought I was an ok dad. Maybe even good. For a moment. Now my wife tells me it's been twenty years of pain and suffering. She's hurting. We're both hurting. Just wanted to share you're not alone guys (and gals). Life is hard. No one means to be bad. It just sometimes works out that way. With love, I hope everyone is ok tonight. I'm in a weird place.