I'm not going to sit here and cry but i'm wondering if you guys have any advice for me. I will turn 25 in july. If i dont lose my virginity before that i'm going to a hooker. I've made up my mind. My backstory is kind of typical. Shy guy growing up, Mother dominated household. No brothers or very good friends to show me the ropes with girls. Grew up in a very very small town with little options for dating. I had one opportunity with a girl when I was 19 (she approached me) in the city where I now live, She was into me but there were a ton of red flags and I was still stupid enough to think I had to lose my virginity to a quality girl for my first time. I should have just banged her once and gotten rid of her. I was socially awkward, lazy, PMO addicted, unhealthy, every fucking bad thing you can think of. I finished college when I was 23 and have a great job now. Since about November of last year i've snapped out of my depression and been working on self improvement. I completely gave up video games and started eating healthier. I was working out at home since then and for the last 2 months have been actually going to a gym and doing stronglifts. The only thing I dont like about myself is my weight. I'm 6'4" and 185lbs. I was 175lbs last november when I started working out at home. Swallowed the red pill fairly recently. Been doing Hard Mode No fap for 4 months now. No edging or porn or anything. I am totally commited to this but the fact that I havent released in 4 months is started to drive me a little crazy. I have a minimalist lifestyle in order to save as much $ as possible. Is there any advice you guys could give me on what else I should be doing that could aid my improvement? I've only swallowed this pill fairly recently. Also height advantage is BS. Confidence is key, I've realized this since finding this subreddit. All of redpill philosophy resonated with me so hard it's not even funny.