Excuse the wall of text. I promise it's worth the read.
tl;dr - small town, last year of highschool, my game outside of club is garbage, 18%bodyfat but i have pretty decent muscles for a begginner, women talk to me like i annoy them or im creepy/wierd/a douchebag, blah blah blah my life story blah blah blah feelsbadman.jpg, oppions thoughts?
I live in a small town, last year of highshool (the im gonna take a 5th year, so technically its my 2nd last year)
170lbs, ~18%bf my doc says, 5'11 (some muscle but still have a small muffin top, barely noticable IMO)
3 years ago i was a fat (210 at 5'10), beta, clownish, bluepill. Always getting girls calling me wierd, odd or saying we were just friends, used to and still (hardly, almost never) get bullied.
3 years ago i lost a load of weight and became skinnyfat, put on some muscle and i still have a bit to go
3 years ago i also moved to the middle of nowhere, 2 hours away from my home in the urban suburbs. I now live in (lets call my home dogfuck as suggested by another fellow trp member ahah). Dogfuck has 20,000 people mostly new familys with babies and seniors, so not alot of teenagers, nothing for kids to do but smoke, drink and play rep hockey (3 things i dont do...)
Anyways moved to dogfuck in grade 9. Spend a year going to a catholic school in the city near dogfuck. It sucked so i moved to the local school. Lets call it dogfuck high. Dogfuck high has 1500-1800 kids. 99% white (im white but in proud of my italian heritage), 75% christian (im christian too so idc), and they pretty much ALL GREW UP WITH ONE ANOTHER.
So me being a wop i stroll in. Dont speak (im naturally outgoing so this was really hard for me) and i make friends with some decent people. They end up being dicks to me in the end and i end up handpicking my new close circle of guys. (1 of which i showed some pua stuff)
Blah blah blah the rest is nonsense so fast forward.
Today here and now i have had 1 gf but we didnt do much besides makeout (church freak), ive gone to an all ages club and made out with ~16 girls including her (mostly hb5-hb7, usually i end up finding out they are broken toys)... aaaaand im still a virgin and im in last year of hs...
my game outside of the club is a fucking embaressment and a joke, i cant talk to girls for shit. Not only is my game bad but i have 0 social proof because i dont play rep hockey, i dont know any of the girls well and whenever i try to talk to them they always give me this wierd tone in there voice like as if to say "why are you talking to me? Leave me alone". Women make fun and mock me behind my back, try to get other guys to fight me, block me on social media for no reason at all and the end result is I have had "creepy guy" frame put on me by them. Anything i attempt to do to is interpretted as me being creepy (like that old school pua amog tactic).
I feel like if i just saw them somewhere where there was no social circle and it was socially acceptable to talk to them i would be able to get them. But what fucks me up is that I've been put into a frame and im fucked because of it.
If im being 100% real with you guys, What freaks me out is that i'm gonna leave highschool a virgin with no dating experience and i have nothing to show for it cause my marks are below average nothing special... it pisses me off that i see other guys who have no motivation to better themselves, all they do is smoke, drink and play videogames and they have atleast a girlfriend...Ill just be a really good kisser and thats it..
Anyways sorry for the long read. I tried to keep it honest and give you details. If u need anymore info let me know. I need to get this handled.
I was just wondering what you guys think i should do about my current situation both long and short term? Like i said any comments, thoughts, oppinions or advoce are appreciated. Thanks in advance.
Ill respond to the comments when i get back from the gym.
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