So, my wife and I have been married for going on 3 years. She’s got pregnant and we go married too fast. Since we’ve been married it’s been a shit store. Especially after having the baby. She already had a young child when we met and I’ve considered her my own since then. But was always quick to bring up how bad the child’s father is. (Did she make him that way?)

Since being married I’ve matched my wife drink almost every night and physically assault me on multiple occasions. She’s tried to hang herself on the bathroom door and she’s FaceTimed me while away on a work trip with a loaded gun to her head (again, shit tanked).

I had no option but to call the local police due to having no family around.

She was put on a 72hr hold in a facility and released. Since then she has been even worse with drinking. We had to move to another state to be closer to her family and ultimately had to move in with her parents. She continuously got into fist fights with her mother. And got so drunk she could barely stand weekly.

I mentally can’t deal with it anymore. I hate the idea of losing my step daughter. But I’m Not sure what’s best anymore