Mission: I want to live a fulfilling life with a woman and raise a family.

I 24m, 9-13% BF, 5'10, 165, lift 5-6/week just graduated from college with a finance degree. I am currently completing a internship in a new city. I pray everyday, have quiet time most days, share my faith when the opportunity seems fitting, haven't done a great job of memorizing verses.

For context I was raised in the church and have always considered myself a believer. I spent time in high school completing summer camp ministries. I've always felt that I have had a close relationship to the Lord. Sometime my senior year of high school I become defiant to God. I started living in my own ways. I lost my virginity, started to drink, and mostly live for the world. I think I started doing these things because it all felt so new and exciting( I was extremely sheltered as a kid). I knew these things were wrong but, I made the decision to ignore God for my own pleasures. When I got to college my lifestyle only got worse. I drank more and slept around fairly often. Skip to my senior year of college I decided to get into a relationship with a nonbeliever (I knew this was a mistake but still went for it). She considered herself a feminist and had some pretty liberal beliefs. I told her I was a Christian but I was not living like a Christian. We were together all the time. She basically lived with me during my senior year. After about 4-5 months of dating, her worldly beliefs began to rub on me. She grew up with somewhat a traumatic childhood and I started to begin and see how hurt she was. I was beginning to truly become sucked into this worldly lifestyle and my value towards God began to diminish. As you'd expect I began to feel very depressed and weak in my life (although I had already been feeling somewhat depressed for awhile). My goals and value were disappearing. I realized that this was not sufficient for me in my life. After all these years of living as an extremely lukewarm believer I began to see how my sin had destroyed my life from the past couple of years. I had began to feel God calling me away from this life that I had been living for so long. A few more months went by and she broke up with me due to me restoring my love and faith towards God. She didn't necessarily like that I was trying to change the dynamic of our relationship due to my restored faith. She wouldn't admit it but, I do not think she like Christians (maybe even has a hate for them).

When we broke up I decided I was done living for the world and that I was on a path for God. So for the past couple of months I have been deep into scripture and prayer with God. I feel new and restored. My goals and values have come back and I've never felt so motivated. I have made the promise to God that I am saving my body for my wife until marriage. Recently, I met a girl who I can tell loves the Lord. Not just a girl who is a Christian. But, a girl who lives and breathes by the word. Her godliness is very attractive plus she is already a physically attractive girl. She has a peace to her that I've never really encountered. We've only been on one date but we plan to spend a whole weekend together in the near future. I'm unable to see her often because I now live a good distance away her from due to my internship. But, we stay in contact every day. We haven't had this talk yet but I would say she has not lived a promiscuous lifestyle in any kind of way. The question I'm trying to get to is how do I approach a woman of God who has not lived a life like I have? I lost every bit of my innocence in college. I gave my body away numerous times. How do I tell this girl who has lived innocently the sin that I lived in? Is this something that is a deal breaker to most Christian women? I'm just worried I've closed the door on myself to women that have always lived a Godly lifestyle.