Back story Dated for 5 married for 2 Total of 7 years seperated 1 year now We have a child together and a child i raised since she was 3 and she has a 14 year old I worked alot thru our relationship (more then you should like 87 hours weekly for years) (income was around 102k after taxes) she was s stay at home mom as soon as she found out she was pregnant. Hasn't worked in over 5 years i took care of everyone including the children that weren't mine. While suffereing verbal and mental abuse from her and pyschial abuse from her teenager (i have scars on my stoach from him trying to throw me down the stairs) . out of the blue she wants a divorce no reason nothing kicks me out house locks joint acct etc the typical divorce shit..while im suffereing mental breakdowns because of the sudden change and abondonment We were renting house gets evicted because she locked out of accts to deposit money blames me has ignored me any try for me to communicate or understand why she did this. Besides only letting me see my kids once in a blue moon when she feels like it.. missed out on all holidays including birth days

Up to date Recently she ls tried to hang out be nice etc I was at her new apt with her and kids and she was being very flirty and nice apologizing for what she did etc and making it seem like she wanted to make it work and wanted me again.. well long story short im in the bathroom she comes in we hook up very passionately me thinking we finally are going to try again just for her to cut contact again and start blaming me saying beg things about me etc. I'm just trying to figure out what to do loke was it just a game to her was it because she wanted to cum was it to mess with my mental I just dont get it