i am a good looking 24M with 5’6.7’’ height from SE Asia. i get lot of attention from the girs of whole spectrum. But i am depressed whole the time due to family issues other office workload and career, though i got a good paying job. Is there anyway to smile or laugh even when i don’t want to.

for example: today i was waiting for bus but then there comes a tuk-tuk and a 10/8 girl was sitting alone inside and i observed she was sneakingly looking at me. i also hope inside and then i said something she busted laughing but i didn’t smile or laugh at all. From that point i messed up. she got on a call on and off. i tried to talk to her but i observed she was not interested at all.

also, some seriousness on my face also stems from feeling “oh my god i don’t want to lose her, what if i get no success?”