My wife in divorce wanted me out of the home - her only way to achieve this was hit me knowing I would never lay a finger on her - what its cost me is £30k legal £350k loss earnings and pension - loss of job and career near 20 years - kicked out of house -massive panic attacks on top of the PTSD I already have -Police enabled her -courts enabled her - current 4 years down road about to lose 80% of my home and 50+ % of pension and in 3 years Ill be back on the streets -courts not interested if your a man you cant be a victim -I've left bits out but 23 I was in such a dark place I recorded a goodbye video -its broken me and I now understand why so many take their lives because the pain mostly mental becomes physical and just too much.