I was a pretty loser ass person in high school. I had a couple of friends, everyone fairly knew me. But I would spend Saturday's alone or hanging with a friend or two. Fucking awful. I was, and still am, fairly overweight so women were out of the question. You can bet your ass I jerked off 3 times a day. Scared to approach women in fear of denial, and the fact I really didn't want to end up with an ugly chick. Condescending? I know, but that is just how I feel (these feelings came to bite me in the ass senior year as people I felt superiority over became hotter while I got worse in later years.)

Flash forward to today. I am a student in college. I can definitely say I found a groove but there are still issues I want to fix now before they become permanent with me.

The issues that still pertain to me is I am a fatass still. Food is addicting as fuck, and being around no one to prevent me from going to eat somewhere is a big issue.

I am still a little bitch. I get my feelings hurt by the simplest things such as someone saying "i walk too slow."

I procrastinate like a motherfucker, and tend to do things last minute.

I have issues with speech. Mumuring my words, stumbling, unable to put together thoughts as I live in my own world and expect people to understand what I mean.

Of course I am still fairly shy with women, I give certain leniency on that as I am not even comfortable with myself enough so of course I won't be around a woman.

I know it isn't too late people so please, I know you all must get this shit every other damn minute but I am tired of this bullshit. I want people to come to me for hangouts or dates not vice versa. I want to feel good about myself constantly.

SAVE ME.

EDIT 1: Feel free to PM me whenever, if you think it is necessary.