So,

we broke up year and half ago. I never tried to get her back, I moved on with life, I thought she did too, may be she did. few months back she drunk call me and we spoke about life and all, she said she is dating someone. I was like cool and for New year, she wrote me a letter, and mailed it to me. I was like what the fuck... she said good things and said I will always be special. So I gave her a call and we went for brunch, talk about life and future plans, after brunch we hugged for a very long time, I felt the weight of her hips on me, and this was on Valentine's day.

and I did text her after a week of that, nothing much and I got busy. She came to my house on my birthday and left me fav snacks. I was not home at that time. She got my turtle a play toy, its going to be a project though, she said she will 3d print few things and help me with my pet. I asked her about her bf, and she said she is not with him anymore(I know it has nothing to do with me.)

Since we broke up, I lost 50lbs, started taking care of myself, it matters may be? I also moving out of country in an year, which is not changing for any reason. I am just trying to understand what she is trying to do.. why come back out of blue..

Also, Over the last year, this sub has kept me motivated to go out, talk to women. I read "Models", really great book.