How do i accept or manage the fact that i lost a big piece of my life because i FAILED? I lost a lot of money, time, friends, a woman(oneitis) even my education. 99% of this was my fault - i wasnt doing enough... Ok, its 100% i get it. Its so sad that with a little work i could have it all. Now its all gone because me. I feel like i lost a piece of me, a piece of my life. I feel like i will never be able to "reclaim it" Anybody experienced something similar?