Model type girls.

I would consider myself a good looking guy. Top 10% definitely (not trying to boast brothers).

I’m in a little bit of a weird predicament.

I have blocked a couple, about 3-6 girls(8-10 rating) that I’ve talked to (one was literally a model). I don’t know the exact reason why I did. I chatted with 2 frequently but it was on and off so I would consider them old friends. I feel like I blocked them because I feel like I was being judged by them too much. Felt like I needed to entertain them. Felt forced.

It could be that I’m just too lazy to talk to other people on the regular. The red pill comes in and I think these girls have so many guys following them that I don’t feel the need to compete with (the prize hasn’t been that big for me). They want me but I don’t truly want them?

Question is am I weird for doing this? Or does anyone relate to me? Why do I block them?

I currently talk to some hot girls and I am thinking the feeling of blocking their cute asses might come sooner or later.

I feel confused because I want to talk to them again but at the same time feel anxious or weirded out by the idea of doing so.