I was minding my own business focusing on my career. I didn't want a relationship, I didn't want ANY Relationship. I wanted my own business, and a successful career. A girl then shows up and bothers me for YEARS to get me invested in her. She gives me food, visits me, takes care of me. Green flags, good family, virgin, christian values. She wants to be a stay at home wife. She wanted to be each other's top priority, etc.

She sold me on something that I at first didn't care for. But she was a damn good salesman. She got me to want a family, which to me is far better than fucking endless whores and one night stands. She got me to want marriage (for a virgin, sure).

Long story short, she ended things. I think for another dude that's a full blown simp and more Christian than me. But now I still want that "dream" but chasing that stupid fucking dream will end me. I know looking for this will make you overlook any red flags that will save you.

So, former / Ex -Trad-cons. Is there anything that can make you feel like a human being other than a Trad con marriage? I want to be rich, but I don't want to fuck endless women. I also don't want to just live for myself.

(I am Christian. Not just because of her, but because several men I highly respect are christian and pulled off the Trad Con lifestyle in two separate generation. I at least wanted to give it a shot to be like them, but I can't do it anymore. Thinking I won't find another girl this pure will kill me.)