I know I sound asperger, but following my last post I talked with my “girl best friend”, she basically said she does not see me as a anything more than a friend. I did not said anything, I just dismissed everything she said and started joking around and trying to kiss her jokingly.

I thought It wouldn’t affected me but it does, I’m overthinking everything like why she is not texting me as much as before, or why she is not interested in what I’m doing anymore.

I never initiate contact, she is the one initiating and it’s usually short conversations, the thing is that we share the same group so I see her when I see my other friends and it’s becoming painful.

My question is, should hard next her and ignore the group while I come back into my senses? I don't really know what to do about it.