So, in November of last year, I reconnected and been hanging out with a friend from high school. We didn't hang out outside of school, and haven't talked too much since then. Now he bought a house, and decided that I will be his roommate. He even tried to hook me up with one of his co-workers, (which didn't end up working out).

He is definitely an alpha. He served in the marines as a footsoldier, black belt in Taekwando. He recently got a chick that he met on POF, over to bang him. He's had sex with different women several times. He's been pretty successful getting laid. He's a cool guy and we get along pretty well for the most part.

Here's me: I'm a loser beta. I work part time while living in public housing. Never had a girlfriend. More sadly, never got laid until last year when I had to pay a prostitute $200 to take my virginity away. (which was the worst sex I ever had). I play video games, watch youtube, play hentai games, keep pictures of girls on my computer, and fap once a day sometimes. (I really suck at nofap and working out).

It's pretty cool that we are hanging out and being good friends, but I always question why would someone so successful and cool hang out with a loser like me?