I’ve resigned myself to the fact that I won’t ever find someone to be in a relationship with that will accept my children and me without having to settle for someone that I am not attracted to either physically or mentally. I’ve got 4 children and I know that most HVM won’t accept a woman with the baggage that comes with that. But I refuse to be with anyone that just wants to f*** me, or is a loser without his shit together. How do I accept this peacefully without the depression and nights spent crying over being so incredibly lonely? How can I have a fulfilling life while so much of my time is spent working or taking care of my children? How can I stop feeling so sad about not having my husband to come home to?