So i've been on trp for ages now, and im progressing ok i guess. I'm 18, 5"8.5, wear lifts to 5"11, some days im good looking some days im not, i can feel the vibes around me, as in somedays i get stares a lot but other days i dont..but lately i've been having self esteem issues. im european/asian mixed, and recently my confidence has been down, because i look at joe manganiello, my role model, but he's jacked, 196cm tall, has everything going for him. obviously he's worked hard for everything, but if i put in as much effort as he has, in the gym for example, i still won't have his looks/height. just need some advice, i'm not normally this emotionally weak, i moved to a new city on the other side of the world by myself, and i haven't had much companionship.