I often notice a lot of the top posts in this sub are based around interactions with women. Specifically when or if a guy has held framed, acted stoic or fought off a shit test.

Recently I have been quite stressed because school is ending soon. My stress level is at an all time high. To combat this I am going through the steps of self awareness to prevent a breakdown. Understanding my limits and coming to terms with the things I have no control over. At this point I am going over my goals and ensuring that they are tangible in my mind. One of the things that I find important is my purpose.

The why.

What is your purpose? I know I had a purpose, and it was based around a woman. To be happy I had to prove myself to a certain one I thought I loved. In the steps I have taken to love myself I know that I cannot have such a spiteful purpose.

I hate my ex girlfriend. Not because of what she did in the past. I hate her because she represents my beta days. She represents the lie that is love we are taught everyday since we are born. I hate her because she has turned into the typical slut.

I fell in love with a typical slut. What does that say about me?

Did

Today I ask you all what your purpose is, because a brother is lost.

Edit: I am not looking for your help, I am asking what your purpose is. Don't make something out of nothing. I already lift and I've already found my purpose. This is a thought experiment, this sub has really lost its quality.