As I sit here smoking this cigarette, my good friend is fucking his plate while fight club plays in the background. I take one last drag and flip my cigarette into the parking lot, as a wave of pure rage rushes over me. Not towards my friend who is getting laid in MY apartment at this very moment, but at myself for never seeing that the life I had chosen to accept as reality is really just a fucking lie. I have officially reached the anger stage of red pill and feel truly feel free for the first time in my life.