Im in high school and ive been red-pill aware for a year. Before that time I was having a really chill time, I was dating someone, having ppl do shit for me, getting tons of invites to cool shit, you get the drift. It changed when a new dude joined the school, hes a good friend now but you could see straight away that he mogged me and shit. Eventually broke up with my gf after simping for her and things have been down hill since then. At best i'm now a social outcast, riding on the coat-tails of my friends, trynna be cool through smoking and drugs, stuff like that, but everythings slipping away slowly, its a weird feeling to be on top and then at the bottom of the totem pole. And I recognise im a weak willed bitch at this point, have a sort of acute case of one-ities for my ex because apparently I cant do any better. I get lucky at times like i got a bj a month back but i'm still the loser i was. I want to be at the top pf the social hierarchy again but I just dont know what to do. Any advice is appreciated and criticism is as well. Help a dude out. (I've read the sidebar btw but I cant figure out how to apply it)