Hey guys so I met this girl from tinder tonight.

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We basically went on a date and she was gonna suck me off in my car but in the middle of jerking me off she started crying and shaking.

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I asked her whats wrong and she basically told me the following:

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She was raped at age 2 and again at age 4 by her BIOLOGICAL father, he tortured her and her brother by whipping them, throwing them, yes throwing like an object across the room, and terrorizing them by shooting guns near them and threatening to kill them.

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Then she was adopted and the parents abused her also physically.

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She was then thrown into foster care where she was mistreated so she ended up running away across the country to another city (major US city) where she wanted to be as far away as possible.

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She arrived in the city at the airport with $20 left in her pocket and was stuck in downtown and asked a random black guy at the bus stop for directions, who took her to an alley this was at 2 am and raped her.

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She didn't report it, and was homeless in the city and went from homeless shelter to the streets on and off and was raped several more times by other homeless men.

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Then she was raped by a classmate in her local community college.

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And then she had an asian boyfriend for 1.5 years and was single after that for 2 years... Which led up to this point where she hopped back on tinder in hopes of having sex/meeting a boyfriend.

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I thought this was all some sort of bullshit fictional story i was literally in shock but i tried to remain stoic.

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I literally lost my boner for the rest of the night. Should I completely ghost? I left her a hicky on her neck and I'm just really paranoid right now like what if she calls the cops on me or something and says i harassed her. I feel disgusted because i fucking tongue kissed her and let her touch my dick. She said she was clean but still i'm tripping the fuck out because I'm very hypochondriac .

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It's 3 am right now back at home and my head is spinning i'm trippin out because i've never had a tinder date like this before it just sounds unrreal wtf.