So about 6 months ago, a nasty fight happened between my wife [we are both 27] of 5 years which lead to a painful separation and a legal divorce. We are still married in the eyes of our religion and she’s not proactively seeking a divorce,

Whilst all of this was going on I’ve been reading, going to the gym, practicing on my punching bag, listening to lectures about religious subjects & redpilled topics, practicing swordplay & archery. You get the picture just a complete makeover.

I feel like as though she has picked up on this and has even had sex with me once. Thing is I don’t have game, I’ve picked up strategies from Roosh & Alan Roger Currie but I need to practice it. I don’t drink but I figured that going to a bar to see how I fair and if I can pick up women would do well.

I know I need game to maintain a relationship with a woman whether it’s my grandmother, my sisters, much less female colleagues/coworkers, and most importantly women with whom I’m romantically involved with.

I want to be authentic to myself and my way of life so this is causing a dilemma. I don’t drink, much less see casual sex as a way of life for me. I want to have sex with a woman that I 1.) feel comfortable going raw with & 2.) can get as many kids as possible from.

My questions are:

1.) why is it that us men run into a moral dilemma when it comes to our sexual strategies? Women will justify and make excuses and seemingly possess no moral fiber.

2.) what other materials on game do I need to digest?

3.) what problems and difficulties will I face doing pickup in this setting?

Excuse the post, my thoughts are all over the place. I can’t sleep.