I'm close with a girl and she has feelings for me but I dont want to get in a relationship as I'm retarded and she is too ingrained into my friend group for me to lose. Yet here I did what I did. I was mocking her for months now how she loves my body, how she objectifies me and how she might have an ass as good as Mine if she works out and stuff. Today she sent me pics of some rings and I said thats not enough for you to get my attention. She said ok what you want jokingly and I said "a cockring". No contact for the last two days and she would message constantly.

Thanks vaccines for probably getting me ostracized from my friend group.

How should I proceed?