Not your everyday request for advice..

Basically I lost an Uncle last month who is the closest person I have lost to this point in my life. Over the last two weeks, I've been constantly thinking about death.

My job also revolves around handling people's Estate when they pass away and I feel it's been a build up.

Today I hit an all time low and cried in front of my mother (her brother that passed).

I know it's the inevitable and obviously being occupied will prevent that thought but it's just a new experience for me.

How did/do you guys handling the death of a relative and the thought of death itself?