I am about 30 years old.

I've been isolated for a long time for various reasons. Am I going crazy or is this a great idea?

I've been thinking about religion and existential stuff on and off for about a decade. I recently mixed what I learned from practicing a religion years ago and psychological information I got from clinical psychologist and some of my own random research. I wrote down a page of straightforward axioms/core values which include the highest good members should aim for. People who choose to be a member of the group will accept them and live by them. For them to adopt the values, there are practices/meditations that are designed to condition people, just like how the concept of prayers works in religions. Transformation in members will occur thanks to taking action according to the values and practices/meditations. What I'm creating is a product, tool, movement, community, lifestyle, minor value system. With what I'm creating, I offer meaning, a truly an exciting goal, belonging, social bonds, purpose, reason, focus, competitive advantage and objective gains in important areas of a human's life.

Of course I need to live by the values because I need to be sold on my product to be able to sell and for it to work. Meanwhile I intend to spread this. This would be my message, my legacy and sort of reason of existence.

I couldn't find a fucking truth to live by so I'm creating something I can believe in and live by and I want people around me who think like me. I suffered a lot related to existential stuff and in pursuit of answers and this is what I came up. And I intend to make the membership moderately expensive because it offers tremendous value. I want this to be my livelihood. This will be centralized on the system I create. I will use affiliate, maybe targeted ads and direct outreach to find members. I won't get into too much detail.

In short the way this would work is that you will be presented with benefits and what you should do, then you will think about it and if you want to give it a try, you are going to do what you are told via the system (meditations and doing your best to take action according to the values). You won't be allowed to treat yourself as a god and do whatever the hell you want while being a member. If you are a member, you are going to follow the rules you agreed to, as well as you can. After X months, you will see if your life is better or not, then you can do whatever you want.

I talked to about a dozen people about this and so far overall feedback is slightly positive. But none of the people I talked to had their own experience of properly practicing a belief system, or consciously actualizing/realizing an idea. So I don't think they fully grasped how this would work.

There is nothing concrete yet. This is at idea stage.