Lasted 2 months. She left me, I didn't chase. I hit the gym and started improving myself. It's been 3 months now and I find myself in a pussified mood where I feel like I need her to make me feel better. She was pretty hot and I have trouble finding someone as physically attractive.

I've compiled a list of reasons for why she'd make a terrible partner and nothing more than a plate. I've been looking over them but I still find myself missing her:
* lazy and no willpower; "intermittent fasting does not work for me because people call me out to eat and it is too hard to say no"
* bad at sex: does not move, just lays in place and moans with an occasional "oh baby"
full back tattoo, roman numeral tattoo that she claimed was friend's bday, got tattoo of an anime character on the back of her arm
* mentioned having escort and sugarbaby friends, doesn't seem to think there's anything wrong with it: "i have a friend on seeking arrangement that just LOVES it!" "i've met a few escorts and they seem fine" "yeah i would love to run an escort business"
* wears $500 gucci belts despite not having a well-paying job
* does not add value to my life

How can I better overcome being a bitch?

I deleted her number so I wouldn't be tempted to message her.