I have many irrational fears surrounding dumb things and I KNOW IT.

But I have to get answers occasionally to get some sense beaten into me and this is a decent place for all that. So here we go:

I got massive height insecurity- I'm only 5'9 and even though I'm somewhat jacked compared to everyone else. I have this strange ass thinking where it takes a fatalistic thinking process that I could be rich, studded, and charismatic and somehow girls will still reject me or put me in the friend zone as the side entertainer for lack of a better term. How do I fix something so fucked up?

Leading with that last point, I feel that because I'll never be the genetic superior that no matter what I do I'll be delegated to beta bucks wallet guy- no matter how cocky I become or Dark Triad shit I play- if the physical just isn't there in terms of stature than I feel like it's all an effort in utility- how would you deal with this?

I've read the whole sidebar and honestly knowing this much about female nature almost makes me wanna MGTOW- but it's bullshit to give up on something you haven't really tried.....

Which Is why I still have the nerve to post this.

I want to give Tinder a shot but these hoes with their 6 foot only tagline are really off putting. I'm also afraid of people finding out I'm on Tinder/Online dating- which is bullshit because everyone my age(20) is on it or has tried it. How did some of you get over that- worth noting that I'm not in some Manhattan type city with 10 million+ people - only has 1 million people and the college population is big yet small at the same time.

The only reason I even care is because If I don't start now- when will I start? When I'm "less busy"? Life just keeps getting busier and more packed- less busy is likely not happening until I'm old man lol.

TLDR- guy running in circles over dumb shit out of fear of starting.