Been reading stoic material(marcus aurelius,musashi,seneca) lately, been lifting bjj,kickboxing, and accomplishing daily goals (gettind laid too but no plate rotation) im also doing omad or warriora diet since almost a 1 month and i feel way more productive and focused but latelty im getting more of this nihilistic vibes in which im always more like serious and see life kind of in a grey way, is this normal? Is it taking too much of a stoic approach alright? Im even starting to dislike weekends because it disturbs my daily routine, would like to hear some redpill input, thanks.