I have a lot of attractive female “friends” in my life. An older me was somehow content with being cool/friends with bad bitches with bodies of Kardashians and pornstars but the present me has no desire to leave anything I’m attracted to unfertilized. No, I don’t want to fuck every hot girl but if we are to engage in any kind of socialization/relationship forming then my dick will be inside you. If not, we’re strictly on a hi-bye basis.

Is this a problem? I’m having a hard time telling my current friends because if I tell them I’ll ruin what’s there now. But if I don’t I’ll stay “good ‘ol me” a go-to good friend while she’s getting dicked by Chad in some other state.

Been feeling like this is really toxic thinking but really can’t shake the feeling. Fuck me or fuck off.