Background about myself : 21yo in Uni , muscular (always get compliments from either sex when shirtless ) , virgin , been on the red pill for a couple of months , good diet , meditate daily ( or try to ) , take care of myself and read daily . But as a virgin , thus lack game and experience.

I have been getting intense IOI's from a chick i met at a party . She's 5/10 on a good day and fat . Took her home but didnt fuck because didnt know if i wanted to so I fingerblasted her into a coma . She wants to come over tonight and I am very confused if i should do it or let her go . I Am not really interested in her and kinda feel that i could do better but at the same time , I wanna loose my V card as its fucking around with my confidence .

Should i go through with it and keep on fucking her as experience / practise or save it for someone who i consider 'special' or am actually interested in ? We also have few but distant common mates so word may decrease my SMV?

Thanks in advance.