For the entirity of my life passed so far I have lived as a potato.

The last time I had done a pull up was during the mandatory exercise in my 9th grade, I am practically a middle aged man now.

While reading the redpill I was impressed upon again and again how important it is to lift, one cant be RP without a strong body and strong willen.

I decided to take a leap and sign up for gym membership, about 6 months ago.

Untill last week I has having a bad case of fuckaroundititis when it came to lifting.

When I focussed on the reflection in the mirror, I realized what I needed to do.

Since a week I have doing exercises religiously (whatevver my trainer told me to do) in the morning.

Here is the problem.

My body hurts in so many places which I didnt even know could be the source of pain.

I wake up with a bloody headache due to snoring (I snore when I am tired).

My pychology seems to have changed, I dont have emotionsal outbursts anymore. I feel like I am doing meditations but pain everywhere, I dont feel like I am acting like a little bitch anymore. Its fucking wierd, Its as if I am in a new city new planet new universe. I feel like I am floating, my perfectionist attitude is getting dissolved, I am feelling how much insignificant speck I am in this goalithic universe. .

help me, guide me, kick me in the ass whatevver, do something.