So a girl and I dated for some weeks. Last week, we kissed at my home, then she said she always pulls back last minute blablabla and I tried to say how we were having fun, but she wasn't having it. 'We' decided to quit, even though I liked her (typical blue-pill oneitis behavior).

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Fast forward, not even 24 hours later, she flirted with every single boy at a party I was at, kissed a girl drunk (who has been in a relationship for a long time), puked, cried, puked, was brought home. You get it. She then sends sad snapchats about how everything sucks. I do not have to cope with this, so I delete her on snapchat.

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She texted me how she wants to talk, but understands if I never want to speak to her again. I'm blue-pilled enough to meet her, let her apologize. I then ask things about how and why things went this way. Yada yada yada. She tells a bullshit story full of contradictions how she can not love.

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Now I feel like I punished myself by not setting clear boundaries and let things come this far. YES- AWALT, YES - Oneitis. I feel like a failure. I'm still hurt by this like a blue-pilled pussy. Should I block her anyway, to make clear that I don't tolerate this behavior and have some kind of self-worth. Because man it still hurts to receive attention-seeking snapchats from her she sends to everyone.

Also tell me I'm a blue-pilled loser. I am, and I am trying to learn but I make a lot of mistakes.