I can't explain it but nothing seems to phase me and I grin in the face of people or situations that test or challenge me.. I was going through some rough issues that nearly collapsed me mentally last week yet I couldn't cry..I even tried (to release the stress)...but nothing..back in the day I would have in 2 sec

more specifically I don't feel emotions like I once use to, almost too calm and I smile randomly for no reason...I feel like it could be the end of me in the long term because I might lose the ability to feel empathy of sympathy for people.. almost feel like Patrick Bateman

I don't know think this was ever discussed in RP but am I the only one feeling like this or is this the side effect of shattering the bp disney world?