I cucked myself boys right up my own little ass. Told this girl I had feelings for her when I was trashed and I looked like a sappy little bitch, even worse I cried to my friends about it. So fuckin lame.
Anyways, I had some revelations recently. I left the community back in March I want to say and let my blue pill tendencies go unchecked. Just looking for some pointers on how to get back on the wagon. I'm in shape at 6'4" 180 lbs idk what my body fat is, but I know I need to get back in the weight room (recently have not been there because I was doing HIIT with a trainer and still am). I do not have a lot of money because I just got out of college and am trying to secure a loan to go to flight school (college paid off). I unplugged my xbox and have given up booze for a bit to get my shit straight. Also I am reading books more.
Despite these positive steps, how else can I improve? I was blue pilled there for a minute and am re-reading some sidebar stuff, but I really do not want to fall back into my cuckery.
