Fucked it up with a girl I liked by showing a lot of beta traits. Decided to focus on other girls and cutting contact with her along with posting cool stuff on social media. She calls me randomly one day after like 3 months of not talking to come and enjoy the rain with her and another friend of mine who had her boyfriend there. I don’t go as the place was very far and I wasn’t in the mood. She knew that I had a trip planned for the summer and when she realised that I didn’t go, she messaged after a week to ask why didn’t I go and if I’m alright.

The gap I gave was during the summer vacations from university. I would see her 2 weeks later anyway. What does it all mean?